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Memory 3%

2008-01-03T19:59:11Z

It seems like the tournament has finally started. I wish luck for those who are in it. Job is okay nowadays, I'm working hard. Although I spaced out a little yesterday and almost tripped on my kimono while serving. It would be so embarrassing if I did.

[Filtered: Easily hackable because Mizuki was being careless again.]

I think I understand why I'm wearing this uniform now. Thankfully, I also remember something about my family. I have a brother, Shizuki-niisan, and a father and a mother. I don't really look like the mother for some reason though, but I definitely look more like my father. My brother is nice though strict (at least that's the impression I got from the emails he sent me). He said he would get me out of there and take me back to America.

America...? I don't know where it is, but I heard it's a pretty popular place. So does that mean I used to live there? So my parents are in America right now. <small>I hope they're well and I hope they won't worry about me as much</small>.

Why would Shizuki-niisan want to take me back? I must've done something wrong.

For some reason, my memories about my family and why I'm wearing the school uniform don't connect at all. Because in my memory, people talk in Japanese, I could definitely tell since I understood them. The weird fact was that they were all guys! Was I in an all-boys high school? Oh my God. If that was the case, no wonder brother wanted me back at once. But my friends there are really nice (it's a mystery how they didn't know I was a girl, haha) and a little weird too; Nakatsu bleached his hair, something about he's on the soccer team. He was rambling to me about how he wanted to be on the Japan team. There's something else though, I just know I didn't want to go back with brother. Not at all! I was very determined to stay there.

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atruedaisy @ 2007-12-28T17:18:00

2007-12-29T01:28:46Z

The Christmas party was really fun, I brought back a piece of cake for you, Sephiria-san. I left it on your desk that night (I did come back pretty late after all).

I met a new person, someone who seems very energetic. Too bad I didn't get his name though. He said he's in the tournament (not that I know anything about fighting, but it was nice to know). And oh, he said he's heard of you, Sephiria-san.

[[private; hackable for those who try.]]

Even though the party was fun, for some reason I get a really uneasy feeling. I think it was a lonely feeling. ~~I'm still not sure though.~~ Being with people on such festive day makes me wonder about my friends and family from the world I came from. I sincerely hope they are alright... or maybe by chance I can go back and visit them. Maybe I'll have all of my memories back if I go back.

I miss my family, wish to have some memories about them right now. It'd be comforting...

[[/private]]

It's getting colder and colder, I need to get some extra clothes and get ready to go back for work tomorrow. The onsen should be pretty busy around this time.

Christmas?

2007-12-24T20:24:33Z

I'm SO glad my cold is getting better now. And I don't have the fever Rosette was talking about either! I suppose I'm really lucky seeing how there's a party going on later. It's for Christmas. Even though I don't know what it is, it really sounds fun and maybe I should go check it out. There are cakes right? Yum.

Hm... Should I go with someone though?

Maybe I should get ready at this time. ^_^

atruedaisy @ 2007-12-19T19:35:00

2007-12-20T03:39:15Z

This is weird. I haven't been to anywhere. Not even work, I swear! with the snow and all, I don't think the shuttle is working. *sniffs* So yeah... caught a cold.

But... *grabs a piece of tissue paper and sneezes into it* I'm not even sneezing... and this is... *sniffs* bothering me!

....

I wanna go play with the snow too. *sniffs and sneezes finally* At least I'm sneezing now. Isn't it a sign of showing getting better?

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atruedaisy @ 2007-12-10T22:36:00

2007-12-11T06:49:09Z

I finally can have some time to relax. The work at the onsen is hectic (and I think I messed up at one point too... almost slipped into the bath once.) but everyone there is interesting. Some customers are very nice... some are, just... I don't know, weird. But then again, they came from different worlds, so I can't really just say that.

I think I like the job at the ryokan better, it's easier and more relaxing. Plus, I actually get to converse with the customers at the same time. I guess I'm the talkative type huh?

Anyhow, that is not the reason why I want to write in the journal this time. I think I remembered something.

Something I certainly want to and don't want to remember at the same time. (I know, it's confusing, *chuckles*)

So I was running to catch my ferry tonight, and I almost couldn't catch it! But thankfully! I found out I can run pretty fast! ^_^ Although while running, a clip sort of thing popped up in front of my eyes...

I was running, almost out of breath kind of running...you know, desperately. Bunch of people were chasing me, some even with sticks and dressed up in white!! Those guys look SCARY. I mean, really really scary! It's not just those white-clothed guys, there were other normal looking people chasing me too! They were yelling "Ashiya.. " I suppose that is my name. My other name. Or... what do you call it? Last name. But... man, I know I was afraid of them catching up to me.

Maybe it's just my eyes, but I think I was wearing the same clothes as I first came here.

Either way, getting chased by people is not good.

....And they were bunch of guys too.... I think. It was too short and I couldn't see well since I was running to catch my ride.

So Far So Good.

2007-11-28T22:59:46Z

It's been two days since I came here. Everything is fine, I suppose - except I still haven't remembered anything yet. I hope I will soon 'cause without knowing who you are is really a pain.

Onto the bright note. I applied to be a host kinda job at the Onsen. I don't think that job will suit me, it pays well though. Maybe I just don't know yet. But yeah... I got an answer back from them and they accepted me! So yay! I'm really glad! I s'pose I'll have to go to work soon! I hope I won't screw it up the first time...

Um... oh yeah. I met a lot of new people! They all seem very nice.. except for one who's kinda kinda weird. Celice-san is very kind and I was relieved to hear that everyone lost their memories (so it's not strange for me). Naruto-kun is a funny kid. I wouldn't be surprised if he doesn't make everybody happy all the time. Which reminds me, I need to pay a visit to Mokona. Thank you both for welcoming me. It really helped for me to fit in better. Oh! I also met Himawari, she's polite. I don't know much about her but she seems nice. Ike-san got hurt though, but thanks to the healer, he got better. I'm relieved. There this one guy, he's kinda weird. Why would he "fix" his dog for peeing? I don't get it. I'd say it's his fault for letting his pet pee all over. But it's not really my business, is it?

I haven't met my roommate yet. I hope I can get along with her. Hmm.. what kind of person is she?

The clothes I'm wearing... they look weird. The tie and the pants... and the flowery emblem. I wonder why I was wearing them in the first place. They look like guys' clothing. And the hair, I want to grow it out.

Is It Just Me or... Help! I'm Lost

2007-11-26T20:01:06Z

This morning (or I think so, since I don't have a watch and there isn't a clock anywhere in this room) when I woke up, I really don't know where I am. This place, wherever I am right now, looks so...so unfamiliar. My head just doesn't click with anything in this room, and the people... my God (excuse me for this), I don't even know who they are!

I'm sure I don't live here, I mean, if I do, I would know them and they would know me, right? But...but.... just what is going on? Now that I think about it, I can't remember anything from yesterday, or the day before yesterday! Or... even the date of today! Where do I live? Why do people look at me so weirdly now? Is there something on my face? Ever since I sat here in the lobby in a ... sort of school uniform I can't remember where I got. Crap with the emblem that doesn't say anything!

Ugh! My head is starting to hurt. I'm confused, I really am. And I know it sounds ridiculous by saying this, but I think I lost my memory. I mean, I mean... I should know my parents' names right? But I don't! Perhaps I'm an orphan! That would explain it. No! That's not right.

Where am I? Anyone knows what's going on? Just where am I?!

Mizuki... I know my name... That's right! Mizuki! That's my name! I really hope this is just a dream I'm about to wake up. At least I know my name. But, what's my last name? I don't know. Am I Japanese? Mizuki sounds like one. Maybe I should look for someone who might know about something that I need to know.

Or...I should just stop thinking about and just wait until I wake up. I hope I'm dreaming.